dear Boy that i almost had a chance with (you know who you are) :')

this is my first letter to you, hoping that you'll read, and i just have to say, i keep crawling back to you. you still run around my mind, i just hope you’re not getting tired (or annoyed). i still have dreams of you every now and then. it annoys me honestly because it’s so gosh darn good that i don’t wanna wake up and when i do, reality sucks.

i still have this hope that i will have this chance with you, but lets face it, i won’t. what are the chances of us meeting? or even just talking again?

i’m really bummed and i hate to say it but i freaking miss you.

love,

JenyAmeliaTah